Friday, 27 August 2010

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ (:

A - Accidents

Have you ever been in a car accident?
Nope
Do you have a lot of scars?
Yes some of them i dont even know where the came from o_OHave you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake?
yerpp i have :\
B - Beauty
Do you consider yourself beautiful?
Nope i don't
Are you self conscious of how you look?
yeah, but who isnt? :\
Do you put on a lot of makeup?
eyeliner, lipgloss? thats kinda it (:Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery?
i've watch dr.90210..it looks gross
C - Consequences
What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for?
i don;t get grounded
Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people?
yes i do, but sometimes its too late :\
What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you?
er...no music. taking me away from poeple ?
D - Dealing
When you are mad at someone, how do you show them?
ignore them for a looong time, and act angry
Name a time when you had to be strong.
everyday life
Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting?
yeah, who hasnt?
Have you ever lost someone to death?
lost people yeah, but never to death, i guess i'm lucky, i've never experienced that pain yet, right?
E - Experience
Have you ever had a job?
not a real one
Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far?
i'd say i've been through a fcuked up time. but then again i'd also say, i'm lucky to have this live compared to those who have an even worse ordeal than people like me. so i'd say yeah i'd gone through alot emoitonally but nothing compared to those who've suffered a million times more than me
Do you think you are ready to be on your own?
as a person yeah. dealing with reality and work no
How old do you act?
not my age. but then again i have my moments (:
F - Family
Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to?
yeah like everyone beyond, mum dad siblings and grandparent (:
If you had to choose, family or friends?
there comes a time in life, when you realise friends can be just as important as family. but you can never be 100% sure with it :\
G - Growing
How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were?
5ft 3? i think. and i wash i was a couple inches taller (:
Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that?
i like to belive i have :P
As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish?
i know when to be mature and i know when to be childish...[in some cases lol]
Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50?
nope..not yet, but i think i will be one day
Do you believe you still have a lot to learn?
yeah everyone does
H - Hope
Love - real or not?
i like to think love is real but not always as people think it should be
love exists in many forms, in many different ways, blind to some? a fantasy to others?
a joke to many, but fate for everybody
Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way?
Yes i think everything happens for a reason. cuz sometimes, something happens, and it may not be what you want, but you learn from it, you gain something, and you have a purpose. it happened for a reason, and sometimes, our actions do lead the way, cuz the way we act&the things we do foreshadow the things that will happen in life and with others. 
What gives you hope when you just feel like dying?
God. And the fact that things will change sooner or later
I - Issues
Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness?
yeah. it's one of them things i can't help, or cant control. no one seems to understand. and i feel likee shit
Do you have any type of disease or disability?
nothing legally considered as a disease or disabilty no
Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex?
haha, i think thats what you could call it yeah
Do you think that you are alone in this world?
sometimes? Yes
sometimes? NO
How often do you think about death, suicide or running away?
2009? too much :\
J - Jokes
Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends:
'I Havee The Powerrr'
Are you usually the one who makes people laugh?
hehe yerpp
Do you cry when you laugh hard?
i get tears in my eyes yes
Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day:
Secret Jokes (:
Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class?
lool yeesss i misss it hehe
K - Knowledge
The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends?
a bit of both (:
Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average?
dumb smart lol
What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever?
A*
What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)?
SCIENCEE 8)
L - Love
Are you currently in love?
i currently AM not (:
Do people around you show you a lot of love?
yeah
Is love worth it?
if the feelings mutual
Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months?
yeahhh..i understand if its been atleast a good couple strong months, after getting toggether [lets say a year]. love is not as easy as poeple think. what you mistake as love could simply be lust
Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word?
to say it, its piss easy. to mean it, it takes a lotM - Money
Do you believe that money makes the world go round?
yeah definatley
Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry ?
i dont think there is a perfect person out there for me. and if there is its way too much hassle. i've been hurt enough, i'd rather have the money :|
On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you?
without money life is difficult so i'd say 7?
N - Naughty
Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’?
yess
If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more?
depends
Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty?
nice
O - Openness
How long does it take for you to open up to someone?
i think as soon as i've known them, trusted them, and understand them and vice versa
What does it take for you to fully trust someone?
love?
Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason?
yeahh it happens with everyone
P - Positive
Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all?
erm....i think yeah i do agree. cuz it's important to have loved than to have not. love is something important, and i think its a purpose of life. without love, there is no feelings. and im not even talking about a specific love, every love out there. so yeah cuz even if you love and lose a person, yeah you;d feel heartbroken but its life. pain is equally important.
Do you agree that something good can come out of everything?
nopee, not good, perhaps something important?
Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it?
yeahhh its weird
Q - Questions
When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself?
i think the worst and others help me think more positive
When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did
sometimes 
What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to?
why are you put up so high only to be thrown to the ground again? R - Respect
How do you show respect?
the way i recieve it
What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them?
a lot of things
S - School
Are you still in school?
erm..not since this July (: lol
After school, what did you do/are you planning to do?
college
Do you like or hate school?
both :D
Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school?
nahhhh (A)
T - Temptation
Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay?
Yes, sometimes i give in to the inner voice
Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink?
nah
Did you ever cheat on someone?
helll no!
Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed?
i'd say i;m in the middle
U - Unique
Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it?
other than acting like fool with them, nahh
Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces?
i dont follow trends, i just wear what i want
Do you give in easily to peer pressure?
haha yeah i cann
What makes you different from people your age?
i'm not them
V - Value
What’s the most expensive thing in your room?
erm..perhaps the laptop?
What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones?
just life in general
What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you?
memories
If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab?
'them memories'
Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future?
yeah you learn from your past and the past of others.
W - Wishes
Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones?
as selfish as it may sounf, i would always wasnt myself to be happy biut also loved ones
Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them?
Nope, i belive wishes are simply the same as hoping for soemthing to happen. sometimes yeah i belive they do come true/
Have you ever had a wish come true?
my hopes and prayers yeah i belive sometimes they do come true with wishes i convince myself my wishes come true in their own weird way
Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen?
yes yes yes. but it dont stop me, it gives me a reason to belive and to hope and wait
Y - You
Are you more independent or social?
im both
What is something that makes you very mad when you see it?
certain poeple or issues
Do you think that you have potential to do great things?
i like to belive i have
What kind of person would you be if you didn’t have guidance from family members, God, teachers, etc.?
hopeless
Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life?
yeah, in some situations. but sometimes i belive people are born to live and suffer and its unfair. other times, people are born and are lucky from the minute they set eyes on the world.
Do you think people are generally good?
yeah but half the time i'm mistaken
Z - Zest
Are you currently happy with your life?
honestly? NOpe
When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it?
scared
Do you like to try new things, meet new people?
yes but never lost the old







#Never Fade Away

Tuesday, 24 August 2010

Get To Know Me? (:

-What time did you go to bed last night, what time did you wake up?
Bedtime - 2am, Woke up 9am :(
-You've locked yourself outside and no one will be home for a few hours, you?
sit outside my front door like a nob, or head off somewhere random. but keep ringing them like a madman :D
-Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?
hell yes!
-Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
downstairs, on my sofa hehe and that was today lol
-Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
certain people certain places certain times (:
-What was your last thought before you went to bed yesterday?
'i need to fucking sleep, need to wake up early :('
-Did you ever sneak out to see someone?
nope im a good girl (A)
-Did the person who hurt you the most in 2009 ever apologize?
haha, was this questionairre made esp for me. no they didnt but then again they couldnt. </3 :
-If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
nothing i'd bank it and live of the interest (H)
-Have you ever wanted someone you can't have?
who hasn't?
-Is it possible to be single and happy?

yeah if there isnt a certain person on your mind
-Song playing?
Enrique ft Ciara - Takin Back My Love <3
enrique is fiiiiiiiiiiiit
-Don't lie, where is the person you miss most?
erm someone i thought I was over but realised today, I was just lying to myself
-Is it easy to make you smile?
..yeah :)
-Touched a snake?
YEs....im such a legend (H)
-Had detention…
haha yeah, i miss school
-Are there any stressful situations in your life?
ugh, yes
-Did you do something bad today?

yeah :
-Is there someone you know you should hate, but you can't?
ok seruiiously, whoever wrote this? do you like follow me around? [maybe you read my blogs haha]
and yeahh i do dont everyon?
-Do you think things will change next year now that you're older?
i guess so yeah
-Did you know that you can't kill yourself by holding your breath?
yeah, i try it all the time nothing happens :D
[holding my breath, not killing myself]
-Would you wanna spend your whole life in a crazy city or a peaceful countryside?

countryside (:
-What do you want for Christmas?
'All i want for christmas is youuu' haha
-Which TV show have you seen pretty much every episode of?
Prison Break and Gilmore Girls and Friends
-Whats on your schedule for tomorrow?
sleeeeeeeeeep and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
-Are you saving up money for anything in particular?
saving up yes, dunno what for
-What candle scent is your favorite?
COCONUT :D
-What is your nationality?
Asian
-What was your 1st alcoholic beverage?
beer
-Do you have a crush on anyone?
ish?
-Have you ever been on an airplane?
love it
-What's in your shower?
er......a showerhead?
-Whats your dream car?
por-shay ;)
-Whats your favorite smell?
Petrol my Perfumes and COCONUT
-Have you gone to a prom?
yeahh
-Does it bother you when people get drunk?
no
-Has a boy/girl ever called you "babe" or "baby"?
yeah both genders :')
-Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you liked them?
yeahhhh :\
-Are you happy with your relationship status?
very
-Do you think things will change in the next few months?
yes -college!
-When was the last time you bought something?
today
-You have a crazy side?
my whole side is crazy
-In one word, how do you feel right now?
i dont know how i feel no more? is that weird?
-What do you currently hear?
Eminem :D love the way you lie to be exact
-Do you dislike anyone right now?
i think i do :S
-Has anyone ever rhymed your name with another word?
lmao yes ahh good times goood times :')
-Are you a heavy sleeper?
yeah.
-Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
louder = better
-Do you think you should be on medication?
i think i do i think i need to see a therapist..no joke :\
-If you were a crayon what colour would you be?
black = nothing and everything
-Was yesterday better than today?
yepp! i wasnt feeling like i am now, which is i don't know, but sadder?
Name a quote from the song you're listening to:
"Some days when I feel like di pressure is on, I keep on praying, hoping some day I'll make it, yes, am gonna smile again. Some days when I feel like di pressure is on I keep on praying, hoping some day I'll make it, yes, am gonna smile again."
irony? coincidencal? is fate tryna tell me something?
-Are you an impatient person?
yes yes yess :
-Do you like anyone?
haha :\
Do -they know?
and agian...hahah :
-Service of your cell phone?
o2
-Do you tend to fall for players?
kinda?
-Has a guy ever smelt your hair?
yeah lol
-Do you wish someone would call you right now?
yeahh :
-What do you do when you need to relax?
music reading
-Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change?
change change change, but it'll happen but not the way i want it too
-Are you afraid of death?
no, it's just another step in life
-Has anyone upset you in the last week?
i think so yeah
-What's the best thing about you?
my speciality to overthink and go crazy...NOT
-Can you finish the phrase, “Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?"
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS <3 aha i love that guy
-Do you sometimes believe that guys have PMS?
hell yes!






Over&Out :D
 xx

Resuuuuuuuuuults

Got them today
overall, yeah i did good
College here i come

Congrats to everyone else who got theres today

Monday, 23 August 2010

Results Day

a lil poem hehe


LMAO...Ok I got very bored :|
No but yeah results day is it wrong for me to say I don’t care? I never cared through the exams. don’t get me wrong yeah I entered, yeah I knew SOME stuff, but most of it I didn’t know what I was doing or if I did it sure as hell feels like a blur. I didn’t revise because I can’t be asked. Its like I didn’t give a shit, [and I still don’t] but tomorrow I’m kind of looking forward to it. If you asked me if i was worried, I’d say hello no! But I’m intrigued :D




BOOTS HAUL
Natural Collection Cover up Cream - Medium
Natural Collection Cream Blusher - Rosy Pink
Natural Collection Waterguard Mascara - Black

ALL FOR £5 :D.....if you want a review, just ask (: I’ll try and upload pics soon, seeing as its 11.13pm and i cannot be bothered lol

Also went Primark and purchased the opia concealer and foundation brush for £1.50. And 2 shimmer dusts totalling 50P!! a champagne pinkish one and a purple. Again swatches soon

Reviews wanted? Just ask...Ty and good night.

Tomorow is results day
The last 5 years come to an end
Tomorow is the day
that my life will depend
whethers its A's B's or even E's
Please take me college pleaaaseee

Friday, 20 August 2010

Just some images and quotes that really stand out to me (:
Enjoy

sometimes all you can rely on is music&quotes to get by o_O

The first day of forever

21/August/2010 1.00am
so i thought i'd start a blog
it seems like fun, i read so many others, and i think its a great idea. well its the summer holidays (or should i say the end almost). college soon, and GCSE results even soooner :|
i love music, and i would say i love life, but then again, i have 'them' moments. you know what im on about, the ones where your all like 'ahhhhhhhhhhh my lifeee is overrrr'
haha...yeahh :|
but it soon picks up again. and everything is better. but its a constant circle. it happens again and again. life is weird. life is a rollercoaster#

Life can be like a roller coaster...

And just when you think you've had enough,
and your ready to get off the ride and take the calm, easy merry-go round...
You change your mind, throw you hands in the air
and ride the roller coaster all over again.
That's exhilaration...that's living a bit on the edge...that's being ALIVE

theres just so much truth in quotes. :\

so yeah thats just it. i guess people view life so differently, but in the end, you alway have a happily ever after, even if its just for one day, you still have something. a memory to hold on to no matter how big or small no matter how shit your life actually is.  would i say i'm optimistic?  i guess i force myself to be yeah. but then i would also have to argue i'm a pessimistic person too :D

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