What is wrong with me

Since a few days’ now, i just feel so... depressed?
Things from the past come back. Things from my future are like the past
It’s like I’m living in the future. But my past is always going to stick with me

I’ve moved away. I’m in new surroundings.
I have a new life. New people. New friends. New relationships.
Yet I’m stuck in my old ways. I just want to be able to smile and laugh and not feel so depressed.

What do you do when you feel like this?
What can you do to make it better?
To be happier?
To feel free?
 o__O



Oh and also. i watched the xTra factor recap today. Yeah I know I’m late.
But Marlon <3 and Westlife's new song safe? the sneak peek on xTra factor. I am officially in love with it. I keep listening to them few seconds over and over again.
Does anyone else like it?