Sometimes in life

Eurgh its juts one of them days again I have not written on this in ages. But...no one reads it anyways so who gives a shit (:
It’s like I’m talking to myself; No one else around if only the world was like this too. You know sometimes I feel so happy something always happens though and then I’m back to square one/ back to depression and sadness. Grrr...It pisses me off so bad. Yet, i don’t know what i can do to not be like this. Have you ever had them times when you’re just sorting yourself put your life and things are looking up and then that little thing happens and you have to question it you have to spend countless hours thinking WTF. Then realise your progress had gone. it was like you hadn’t moved. Like a dream a nightmare where your running away but can’t get anywhere tbh I HATE it i can’t help it. Things should be good. Should be great but aren't. Life is as weird and complicated as this world grr ¬¬